I apologize for the lack of correspondence.Life has been hit and miss.Working nearly every day has been driving me mad.Discovered the San Francisco Dungeon,a tourist attraction that gave me happiness.Then,on the day before my birthday,I get an email from my lawyer,saying I lost.I owe my ex-wife $300 a month alimony.I felt betrayed,lost,and morose.My life is ruined.I was gonna start all over once the divorce was done,but she destroyed my chance.Until I never have to owe her any money,I'm tethered to her again,financially.I didn't feel like celebrating my birth,I wanted to die.To be left alone.Made a post on Facebook telling everyone to not wis